Why I was absent from blogging... again

Erm, this time around no actual reason... Just dont feel like doing anything (sadly this involves studying...) even Dota ing. I indeed played a few games, but the excitement was not there. You know... I play just for the sake of socializing. I found it hard initially to talk to all those smukies geniuses, me and my underpowered brain cant match with their performing brain. Soccer, yesssss I am still playing, just that with stupid injuries, cant have me play full power, right? Here's just a list of 'injuries' locations: lower left knee, left ankle, right ankle, left foot...

I have a high inertia. That was not referring to my body mass which have increased at an alarming pace. I need to get a extremely high amount of push before I start to do something. And yup, once I do it, it is quite difficult for me to end. For example, reading a manga. It is hard for me to start reading, but it is hard for me to stop reading too... Lets take it in terms of study... Once I can force myself to grab and start reading notes, I wont stop till -I dunno- the chapter / notes ends. The problem is, I still dont know what can make me overcome that inertia.

Recently have developed a liking to singing. You know, I like to attend that Nuansa training on Saturday mornings. I like the exercises, but not the responsibility. Opening and closing a musical act might be simple to seasoned artist. But hey, look here! I am first time performer and I am supposed to do that? ACAPELLA?! I am okay with more trainings, just that thinking what would happen if I failed, that alone is sufficient for me to allocate some of my brain space to it. Let's hope my wrecked-tin voice can turn better for Nuansa.

Speaking of brain space. Okay... That's it man... I am officially declaring myself stressed of that girl! I cant take it already. Helloooo even school exam is not a year and a half long!!!! Come on!!!! I am half GG-ed here!

NUS

I dont want to drop out...

What to do when your phone dies...

Oh well, these days I am pretty screwed. My phone has literally passed away. It was dying last month but I managed to revive it by replacing the battery. It was working pretty well, but somehow yesterday I cant switch it on anymore. So, to my Nokia 3660 (my second phone..) Rest in Peace...

So what to do now? I am online 24/7 but still pretty difficult to adjust to it. Not that I am bored... After all I found this nice game called Twelve Sky. It is an MMORPG game. You know, you choose a character class and then roam around this virtual world. Slay enemy, do quest, uphold the honor of your faction. Pretty damn fun. This game takes a setting in middle age China. So aspiring Lu Bus or Zhang Feis, you might find this game interesting. I like the trading system. Well, there are so many items down there and you can trade them off like mad. I managed to amass 7M cash and goods in 4 days. If only I can do that IRL...

Back to the phone issue. I would only manage to get a phone on Saturday. So yeah, what to do until tomorrow???

Answer: Online...

Things I would like to do before I die

1. Travel somewhere at random (maybe following Chivas suggestion... throw darts at world map and go where they land!)
2. Play ball with (or against) 1998-2003 Edgar Davids, it would be pleasure
3. Bungee jumping... with or without the cords...
4. Do a haka with (whichever batch of) Paikia, in front of Donald
5. Enrol to Google Campus
6. Get married
7. Appear in (Bukan) Empat Mata show
8. Go to a Vertu outlet and drop one of their products on the floor on purpose
9. Do a roundhouse kick to Chuck Norris right in the face... and get out unharmed
10. Own the stock of Tottenham Hotspur and buy Oozora Tsubasa
11. Donate some to build that church in Purwokerto so it has enough capacity for the Christmas celebrations
12. Plant a C4 bomb somewhere
13. Have a wikipedia entry for my own name
14. See snow (just wth is snow???)
15. Throw a shoe at US President, retreive it, sell it on ebay but found not guilty by law

Hmm... Okay, I think the proper title should be 'Things I wish I could do before I die'. I mean look at the list... some of them are simply against the law so it wont be possible (eg #12). Anyways, just something popped out of my mind, maybe more to come...

Another Self Realization

I have just cleaned my room and done my laundry. Good thing imho, my room space has increased by uh... 0.72 m2 (which is about 15% of my room space, maybe). Funnily enough, I have learned about myself a little today. I realized that I have decent amount of black T-shirts. Lets assume I have only one of those Attitude tee. I still own about 10 black colour shirts, some of which are my favourite. The weird thing is that I did not realize that I like black (as in the colour... lets not making racist comments, shall we) that much. I always thought that I like blue (only). To be specific, sky blue (like Lazio uniform, yessss that biancoceleste) but now, if a person asks me about my favourite colour.. it is blue.. and black... I guess... Anyways, 2 mangas in less than a week. How have I been slacking. Sigh...

PS: Interview in 9 hours time, wish me luck dude...
PS2: Going home in 15 hours time, wish me fun dude...

Love

I love running
Shall we run?

PS: I just want to write... Well, soon enough I am going to part with this Jangkrik for a week + coz I am going back home. So yeah, guess I need to write a little here. Speaking of going home, I have err... (wait, go n check awhile) (back) 420k rupiah in my wallet to be spent in my home. That's pretty a lot for 10 days, considering accommodation and food have been taken care of (duh, I am going HOME). I guess my bro would be damn happy then (I always treat my bro good food when I am home).

PPS: Whoa, the PS is longer than the content.

PPPS: WTH, even the PPS too...

Keep Running

Keep running...
Shut up n just keep running...
Happy ending?