HOLD ON! CEASE ALL FORM OF ROMANCE!

The message is now even clearer... Oh God, Thy will be done. If this is Your will, I'll give everything. AAARGH!!! Dunno alredy... Just cant write more.

1. God's provision is on time, never be too early, never be too late.
2. I am not ready for marriage.
3. Meaning romance is too early.
4. Meaning I'll have to wait.
5. Advance proposal is not viable coz it shows possessiveness.